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| Steve on top of Dixie with Patsy |
I’ve been thinking a lot about my Mom the past few weeks - it’s been just over two years since she passed on from this mortal life into the eternities - the next chapter.
She lived her life in such a way that she showed EVERYONE around her what it meant to be a disciple of Jesus Christ. She gave her life to God and gave her time and energy to her family, her friends, her neighbors, and even to strangers - she was the epitome of LOVE and CHARITY. She’s one of my heroes. She was not perfect, but she was literally the best example in my life of what it is to be Christ-like.
At her funeral, I was asked to speak, and one of the themes that emerged from that experience was that she spent her life teaching us that she, of herself, was nothing special (though she actually was VERY special). She was so consistent to ALWAYS point us to Christ - she gave Him all the credit for any good that she ever did in her life. Christ was her ROCK. Christ was her HOPE. Christ was her STRENGTH. Christ was her EVERYTHING. She taught us that we were to look to Christ for the strength and support we needed, to gain our own testimonies… and she was there, selflessly and faithfully as our mother, to guide us to HIM.
In John 17:3, we learn: “And this is life eternal, that they might know thee, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.”
I’m so grateful that she taught me that. I’m so grateful to know God and His Son Jesus Christ. I’m a weak, fallen man, and I need Jesus so much - I feel guilt and shame for my constant shortcomings - I truly know that I, like all of us, “… have sinned, and come short of the glory of God.” (Romans 3:23).
Christ - "I need thee every hour"… Take my brokenness and make me whole, I pray. I have faith that He will. I have faith that He’s already paid the price to rescue my soul from hell. I love Jesus - HE IS EVERYTHING.
May we all try to be a little better, a little more kind, more giving of our time and our talents to lift up and bless those around us in this dark and fallen world - Like Christ did - Like my Mom did. ❤️❤️❤️
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This was a priceless piece of writing I have chosen to include as a chapter in my memoirs with Steve’s permission. I believe it captures the essence of her impact on one of her sons. I’m certain there will be others who would second Steve’s observations, and I encourage all of you to contribute something about her if you would like to. I have the power to make you a “published author” if you do.
It’s wonderful to ponder our shared memories, especially in light of recent events on the world stage. As the fall season begins, I am filled with so many similar thoughts, alone as I am in my home these days.
I was in the Jordan River Temple today, and reflected on all my blessings as I frequently do in sacred precincts. I was performing a vicarious ordinance. He had been waiting years for his endowment to be done, and I got to perform that sacred ordinance on his behalf. Chief among those blessings are Patsy and all of our shared posterity. I can’t imagine anyone out there as favored and loved by our Heavenly Father as I am.
I visited an aging ward member this week, and asked him, “So how are you doing?” His response: “I’m all the way up to miserable.” He’s depressed, has lost his short-term memory, and has difficulty gathering his thoughts. His wife passed away about four years ago, and he lives alone. (He couldn’t remember his birthdate or how old he is when I asked). So I focused instead on our shared memories of the past Church assignments we shared, and he perked up as I reminded him about how many lives he had blessed through his service. I left hoping I had cheered him up a little beyond his self-described “miserable” status.
My thoughts are drawn out continually wondering what Patsy might be doing in her place in the spirit world today. As I minister to others, I feel her presence ministering to me, guiding and inspiring me. I felt her presence every moment as I was fasting and praying over the safe arrival of Benjamin Joshua Mann last week. What a consummate blessing this choice son is in answer to our united petitions!
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| Straight from Heaven |
I love you all, and pray the Lord’s choicest blessings might be yours in all you are doing every day.
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